tomorrow is never guaranteed

mati itu pasti.

pagi-pagi hujung minggu ni, blogging pula saya. the plan was to review 2012. asik orang tanye je "one dah tgk belum?". Angah told me 2012 was disappointing, I lost interest to watch it in the begininning and keep saying i dont have the time to watch it, tho we already bought the dvd. but DR.Darren from DarrenMagic blogged about on of his Pt. who develop atrial fibrillation with the onset of watching 2012, it WAS in a way, a trigger.

most things look fake. perhaps because nothing like that has EVER happened. tapi kalau tak penah tengok yang real macam mana pulak boleh kata yang itu fake kan? ha ha. sangat menyentuh hati dan perasaan, and u start to see how people think. you know, bila kita berhadapan dengan situasi macam dalam 2012 tu, for me, the most important thing would be to repent and to die with people we love the most. mula-mula kita rasa bila tengok jenazah diturunkan ke dalam liang lahad + ditimbus dengan tanah tu adalah sangat menyesakkan nafas, tapi bila tengok yang tergambar dalam 2012 pun dahsyat, memang tak senang duduk dibuatnya. itu yang digambarkan manusia, tp when the REAL day comes, entah macam mana kedahsyatannya.

in 2012 ada yang sempat express love for each other, and I'm so touched when fathers start to say I love u to their sons. once i text abah, ikah sayang abah n mama, abah replied "mama dan abah lagi sayang, anak bongsulah katakan..." so, abah was caught red-handed sayang anak bongsu lebih. heheh.

memang tak ada tempat nak lari lagi. perasaan orang masa tu agaknya takut yang tak tergambarkan. lagi takut dari naik DNA mixer mungkin? tapi, itu 2012. bila berlaku kiamat nanti, kedahsyatannya akan membuatkan kita tak fikir lagi tentang orang lain. yang ada hanya kita. dan hanya kita. tetapppp jugak ada promosi President of the United States as a very selfless person. good try.

Tomorrow is Never Guaranteed.

It's the tragedy of war, not having said what needed to be said, not having done what needed to be done. - starship troopers.

We live in expectation and assumption. we assume that the sun will rise as usual tomorrow. We assume that our loved ones will pick up the phone like they always do in the weekends. We assume that the will always be there for us. We assume that we will still have tomorrow to get things done. We assume that we will still have time to spill out things we feel inside. We assume, and we live in assumptions.

these assumptions are totally misleading and make us take things for granted.

When is the last time you tell the one you love, that you love her/him.

When is the last time you call your parents and tell them how much you love them.

When is the last time you thank God that the Sun is still rising from the East.

When is the last time you thank God that you're still breathing.

When is the last time you thank God for every single blessings you possess.

I take things for granted too. and i regretted that. i regretted every single second i didnt spend well with people i love. (yet, i think i'm expressive enough cuz i often text mom n dad + siblings that i love them). but it's this moment that i realize that expressing your feeling is not the only way to appreciate things you do are a lot more expressive in a way. I wish i could spend more time with them. but now thet we're parted thousand miles away, you'll always be in my prayers.

you dont know for how long you will be in this world, so do things you should do. and things you wanted to do. and say things you should say  and you wanted to say. live life, radiate love while u still have the time.

it's not about when will be the end of days, what matters is HOW do you embrace it.

so, just like every japanese wannabe say : BENTO which means "bekal" i guess it's best for us to start reflecting how is our "bento" doing. haha. japanese wannabe jgn marah oke, saje je.. فإن خير الزاد التقوى

i'm kinda lost of words, simply cuz thinking of this thing gives me goosebumps. or perhaps, it's just me being too early in the morning.

make today ur best, cuz tomorrow is never guaranteed for you to make it any better.

p/s: I love you, God knows I do. to everyone who deserves this. have a great weekend people.