Friday, July 3, 2015

My new white coat.

I remember when I first started clinical year. I was so excited about my white coat. My parents potong kain putih uniform misi and tempah dua pasang for me - which turned out to be disaster and unsalvageable - my mom tried to fix it but like I said, it was unsalvageable.

Then I started housemanship. I have one baggy, oversized, off-white coat from my days as a medical student and I bought another new pair. I don't even use them as in Paeds department, white coats are source of infection. Now that I'm in a new department, I were to wear white coats on daily basis, so I just alternately use those two pairs. I know my baggy, oversized white coat makes me look like a joke. But I just don't have the heart to buy another.

Or maybe, I just don't have the heart to continue.

I just don't.

Let's just say the happyhouseman is not so happy anymore. Months passed by. After further self-discovering thoughts and settling down in this new department, one day I figured, it's time for a new white coat.

It's not just a new white coat.

It's my newly-found determination to finish this journey.

I guess after this, when things seem impossible and weary ... 

... I'll just ...

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.. buy a new white coat.




1 comment:

T said...

Which dep are you in now?is it bad?